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Devil got put down....finally	[Jan. 5th, 2007\|03:28 pm]
I called AAA and decided to invest in a membership, and as for the computer...I 'crashed' it, then rebooted it all and installed all the default programs back into it's cram space. Huzzah. I am Rock, genius extraordinaire! Robot-minded and full fledged battle-ready to fight down evil machines! Including cars, computers, and mixers that get stuck in cookie dough batter :P Bleh. It's raining out...but it's comforting compared to the stress I had undergone last night. And Mom sent me a pic of her and dad with his fuller-grown beard and OMG...now I gotta show that to someone because it didn't surprise me TOO much...but he reminds me of someone that is my father and that I look like someone, who's father looks same as my real one. OMGWTFBBQ XD;;
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XD;

[Dec. 10th, 2006|05:06 pm]

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WELL...............................

...I finally found my culprit that keeps playing the fucking BASS. Too bad, I can't send....Bass, to fucking take care of him for playing him too much XD;;;;

Boy those eggs were good, but the Cholula sauce tasted funny...something must have slipped in the tube :P

Got IMs and an email from Fuckhead Joe. Yep, I guaruntee he knows how to misspell GUARANTEE too. Stupid ass...."let's see you try" about DDRing. HEH >XD IDIOT has no idea what I'm capable of. And it would be great fun, just to go down to Georgia to show his ass up doing it in my cosplay armor later as Megaman alongside Bass.

MWAHAHAHAHA. I'm actually praying for that moment :P

I'm ready to read into something I have been too damn curious to know what the hell it is already, but I'm trying not to....MRAH. *poke*

Got me a new air mattress, it's like a real mattress and sits about 20" off the ground, and is so great to sleep on I slept like a curled up kitten last night. Oh man that was great sleep. Not enough, and I kept hitting my snooze button to savor more sleep on it. Here comes Tuesday...just two more work days and I'm off. Yay. And I also missed another episode of FMA this last week, so that makes 2 episodes--"Destruction's Right Hand" and "House of the Waiting Family"....>< I hate missing eps, and I can't find good downloads or streams to watch of english clips that haven't been tampered with. I still have the Nina-Alexander chimera ep, and I keep watching the last half of it that I have...fucking ass weird. I'm waiting to see "The Red Glow" ep, where Ed and Al will find out that Tucker's still alive and is now a chimera in Lab 5, and the discovery of Lab 5 as well. Things will get interesting now.

Haven't had time to work on the CP this week, and still haven't gotten my housework done the way I want--two bathrooms to clean up, kitchen to still clean up, and both bedrooms to still steam clean and pick up. Well, I guess that not way too much....and then laundry and making cookie doughs this next week also >_>;;

Had to get another hair dryer, because mine was squealing in pain in its last moments...and got me one of them weird looking ion hair dryers, but dayam--I love the thing, really XD; No more bumping my head on the tip of the dryer, and I can just stream shot around my head. Now to get some of them towels I want from Walmart, some wavey striped looped towels that feel like nice cotton and are neutral colors. And I know what I want in my retro laced place now....B/W, retro shapes in color and lighting.

Me and Kata were hashing over the "moment" again, the Megaman vs Bass one from the MM8 game XD;; *daydreams and sighs* That will be.....GLORIOUS. XD;

Later, I need sleep >_____________

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HMPH.

[Nov. 27th, 2006|11:50 pm]

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Lately I've put off way too much stuff....and wasted my time sitting at this PC.

So I'm gonna go and do those things and I'll be back when I have some of them done.

HMPH.

And don't expect me to post a story in the next two, only if I feel like it. Wished I had some medical benefits for the pain going up and down my right side and some of it in one part of my chest and it's hurting me....

But no one really cares, so I've not chosen to speak of it. Later, sometime.

I get an IM tonight also, from someone I've been friends with, didn't talk to for the longest time and all they can say is something about they bought a fucking tik to Albany,NY and lost $160.....FUCK. I'm so envious I could scream....I wished that was ALL I had fucking lost.....not fun loosing $13K to jobs and no jobs at all just to make ends meet and pay bills. I wished I had some of the things like some have, and I wished I could be more thankful. I listen to the complaints about what little they have and it's more than I have and yet I don't see how that's appreciated...

What is wrong? Food, shelter, medical....at no cost. And no worries about if bills aren't paid and being tossed in the street. I wished I didn't have to worry so much.

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WTF...I AM A BAD BOY XD;

[Nov. 16th, 2006|08:28 pm]

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I AM OFFICIALLY PERVERTED XD;;;;

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last month I helped

musaluc see the light (8 points). In October I committed genocide... Sorry about that,

kata_alexandros (-5000 points). Last Monday I bought porn for

musaluc (10 points). In July I pulled over and changed

musaluc's flat tire (15 points). Last week I farted in an elevator (-6 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-4973 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!

Sincerely,
Bluebomberri

....AND SADISTIC. *RUNS IN ZIG ZAGS TO AVOID GETTING ASS BLASTED BY KATA*

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Human....

[Oct. 25th, 2006|11:05 am]

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What it takes to be one...what does it take to know you are for sure?

I can never know, not yet...I would have to fight, to know for sure if I was. But the question is with me until I know that answer, or until I've died trying to. I don't intend to put it to rest, nor rest until I know the answer for sure. Outside, you wouldn't notice, but deep within, so much hatred towards numbers for disappending me, manipulating me, filing me into that category that they underestimate, think are stupid, believe are nothing at all.

I am anything BUT. I intend to increase my strength and my knowledge...at least knowledge, but strength to back it up. I wonder sometimes if I have a soul, if it's possible to live without one at all...but then, why I can feel, but yet, have no apparency to believe it's for real, real enough I could form around it any kind of appreciative thoughts? Therefore, it mustn't be so real, that I am not with a complete life, but live with that of an incomplete one. I wish I could remember my name from my futuristic past and conform why I am here. There must be something that I did not finish before dying back there, and who or what was I protecting to beseech? I constantly wander in shadows, wondering if things I envision or dream about, are all just memories of that. One thing seems for sure, there must have been some relationship with a doctor---I have vast medical knowledge, and I never once picked up a medical book...and amongst most things, my knowledge of putting things together or making them work without need for an instruction manual, or my inventing---which I also believe is something from the doctor---and being able to context thoughts into real things.

Right now I am breaking some thoughts on the plasma varations and possibly formulations. RMEX---it was an acronym picked up in the back of my mind, and later sought for the answer, finding it is something dealing with nuclear energy. I don't know why I'd have these thoughts, but seeing as I am only desperately searching for something so I could finalize realize how real I am or might not be, whichever I happen to conclude to.

I'm powerful even without the working out...but I wonder how I would be with so much muscle...I should know by the end of the year, hopefully.

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Another good opportunity, and I'm mega-hungry ^^;

[Oct. 19th, 2006|10:18 am]

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Well, yesterday I went to apply for a job with JP Morgan Chase through another temp agency, and I aced the data entry tests once again!

HURRAH!!! I AM TEH AWESOMENESS :P

Though I think the Wells Fargo one would be just as sufficient, but as far as travel, this one is like only 6 minutes from here, compared to the other which is about 17 minutes (make that an hour, since there's so much traffic congestion here in the mornings). I'm told that it's likely I'll get the job, and make the $11/hr. Oh and get this---it's damn near the same thing I expertised at my last job back home! XD! I love it! I sure the fuck hope I get it, I'll hope to the best and stay cheery.

Data entry tests are NOTHING to me now. I am certified and have a speed standard, over 10,000 kph and at least 98% accuracy, but mostly on the tests I've done about 99% for an average, or make that 98.7-98.9 most of the time. And it's still fucking good. Well, I swear I'm gonna go and treat myself once things get caught up in bills and I am stocking away the monies to get started on my payback I know will have to happen this coming year for Uncle Sam. He's gonna kick my ass hard, and I'm not looking forward to owing back my IRA >_<; It was necessary though, I had only that to use for moving out of state. So hopefully, I can recourse some of what I owe and maybe only owe half of it, or just 3/4 of it....any discount would be great really.

I worry about my friends....A LOT. *HUUUGS THEM BOTH* I wished I could teleport you both sometimes here, so we can go out for pizza and go to a nightclub and dance off the worries D: That would be fucking fun. Speaking of pizza, I am now hungry for one...*kicks own ass* I also miss having a Jack's self-rising dough bacon cheeseburger pizza, which I have yet to find in this state. Meh. I'm sure the pizza here is just as good, or better though, but not like back home where there were many Italians living in my hometown of Des Moines. "Little Italy"...though slowly evolving into "Little Mexico". Unfortunately.

Cinnamon rolls fucking rule the earth. I wonder where there's some good rolls here, like some of them fresh from the bakery, in a bakery, type goodies....hmmm. I must find them, dammit...they had a lot of those kinds of places back home! And I have been meaning to make some choco chip cookies, but time has been dragging my ass around in loops and shiz. So that's that and like I need them anyhow, but I seriously want some....

Ugh. I want that job dammit XD;

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DEPRESSED	[Oct. 14th, 2006\|10:27 am]
D: I wished I could help somehow.... Today, I went to work a little pissy, wondering about a lot of things....and in the middle of my day, I was trying not to cry because I haven't been able to speak one word to the one I call 'brother'. I felt bad enough IMing something to him I no longer mean, because I found out today. When I got home and read the journal of my good friend, I broke in half. Why he didn't talk to me, I might feel sure that they didn't want to yell me down or something, but I was trying for the least.... Go ahead and yell, tell me what's on your mind. I'd have let you get it out and I probably deserve to be bitten after writing what I did. Actually, I do deserve it. It's what I would have done if a friend let me. And good friends are also a shoulder to cry on as well. There's at least two I can name off that need a vent and a shoulder to cry on. Who cares what I think, these two are merely kids, to my age, maybe I'm not understanding well enough, or being motherly enough on the outside to care more. sigh Someday, I hope I can meet with both of them and cry upon meeting them. I know I would, I've badly wanted to meet one as well as they've wanted to themselves. insert random fucked up thoughts HERE Why are kids nowadays misunderstood? Because adults don't fucking CARE. Well, I'm a fucking adult and I DO CARE. Fuck all the rest of you adults who DON'T GIVE A GOD DAMN FUCK AND SPIT LIES AND SHIT. You don't know unless you understand what they are going through, and I do, I've been there and I want to fucking help. I'm talking about all the fucks who came up with stupid project for seniors and the ones that approved the fucking thing. YEAH YOU, you know who you ARE. This stupid fucking senior project they give these kids is a fucking LIE. Common sense and knowledge of working are keys to survival, not a damn paper project. I wished I knew how stupid this project is so I could face the board and ask them if they'd fucking do it themselves. I can bet a dollar to a donut that they WOULDN'T. Things like this cause these kids to go ballistic, have traumatic thoughts, and verge on suicidal. This is no lie, and I certainly would curse the mother fucker if anything happens to my brother due to it. I WON'T LET THAT HAPPEN YOU GOD DAMN BIGGOTS. WHAT A FUCKING SHAME, TO WASTE THEM ALL ON SOMETHING THEY'LL LIKELY NOT DO UNLESS THEY'VE BEEN THROUGH SOMETHING CALLED "COLLEGE"! ROT IN HELL YOU FUCKERS! It pisses me to know that my friend is depressed over this shit. It depresses more than the fact that he doesn't even want to talk because of it. Political gurus are a bunch of shitheads anymore, all out for themselves and nothing less. Thanks so much for creating havoc within my circle of friends and for making some of them at their most miserable. And thanks for making me cry because of how awful this shit is that you're pounding on these kids instead of doing more useful things like teaching them non-violence and abstinence. NO THANK YOU. Don't you dare try to bring us down when we both show the world where might REALLY is... spits fire IDIOTS. ROT IN HELL. OTHER RANDOM THOUGHTS HERE SISTERS SUCK. THEY MAJORLY FUCKING SUCK. MEH! ><;;;;
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Didn't Get It....

[Sep. 30th, 2006|02:52 am]

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Didn't get the job I was waiting on an answer to....but I went to another temp service today and I did twice their national average on the 10-key data entry at around 14,559 or something XD; AND....I had 99% accuracy too XD

I'm good, but this also proves I'm worthy of holding my Data Specialist Certificate for such a thing. The first data entry test was very discouraging....they wanted me to use the damn decimal and +/- keys ~__~ for adding shit...that sucked.

But surprisingly, I did over the national average for that too >_> I'm weird lol.

Getting another idea for the Megaman boots, part of my armored cosplay, but I don't think I'm gonna do that, except maybe a little bit of rubber on the edges below the shaft where the shoe connects so it won't do any major damage to my own exterior ^^;

Otherwise, I'll be planning on gettting it back into works soon, hopefully, with word from someone willing to pay me more moneywise...I need some good paying work right now. I miss making almost 2K a month.

And I fell asleep on 3 friends the previous afternoon--I'm such a rockhead.

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Is this my rainbow?

[Sep. 21st, 2006|12:57 pm]

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Lately, I've been getting a lot of replies from careerbuilder.com....OMG. Like, MORE than Monster.com and better ones even....

I applied to another temp service since mine doesn't want to do much for me...and the job pays 12-13/hr compared to the one I'm working at 9/hr and not making a total 40 hour week ~_~

I'm getting connections to seeing a band, talking with them, and just, seeing how things run in a band-like environment. I also have been invited to play for a few hours every saturday in the noontime, and also found that there are some nifty rubber mesh heads and sticker pads I can place on the drums and cymbals to make them totally quiet, and more inexpensive than a thick plexiglass sound absorbing drum shield that wouldn't keep my neighbors from coming up and kicking my door down XD;;

I managed to get another light--same as last time, same pain in the ASS--and they had another blue cascading light marked down to 12.00, last one...so I grabbed it up. I already have one, but I can have two to help contrast that neat orange lamp I have. OMG. Lighting a place is the BOMB! And the whole effect of "OMG, there's LIGHT in here!" analogy. I mean really, that's how it is when you haven't had any real light in the place for like, 5 months XD; Or longer, depending on how you look at how my sitch was.

I wore makeup today---FEAR ME. I hadn't worn that shit for quite a while, y'all. I looked rather good. I just hardly wear it. But I felt quite showy, so I wore my nice jeans, dress shoes, and my black and white pin-striped shirt up to the temp service (that I'm trying to impress the hell out of, and so far I've been successful ^^; ), but today just to get a copy of my license up to them XD; Yay for dressing up and smelling my shirt up for a few lousy hours! Not.

Almost the weekend...DAMN. Well, I have a whole 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, a kitchen, and a bigass living room to steam clean the carpets of. Should prove to be loads of damn fun. But then, with that out of the way, I can fluff the carpet back to life, arrange shit, and get my place organized how I like it. BURGER QUEEN--Have it your way. Or mine, LOL. Of course mine. That next to having a very clean smell in the apartment and put up my lighting, and maybe find a mantle to install above the fireplace. This place disappoints me so far, but I haven't totally settled yet either. So we'll see. I spotted the Worthington's on Harris, but I highly doubt with them being luxury apartments they'd allow any pets. Well they might, I hadn't thought to ask, but they are so fucking nice---like a year long stay at the Hampton, but BETTER. Make your own damn breakfast but it's worth it.

SICK. I've not been feeling well. Upset stomach, pain in my ab, and headaches and nausea. That's been the past few days, I think I'm feeling better, somewhat. Today I felt like chucking, but hadn't been able to totally convince myself before I actually felt better. I hate that shit.

Chicken? I made some italian chicken, took a nice hot chicken breast (notice I used 'chicken' in front of breast, don't get ideas...) and taste-tested it and it was fucking GOOD. Only, I should have prodded the meat before I marinated it, it would have moistened it within also. Well, that's the mistake I always make on marinating anything. Next to overcooking it--I plead the 5th for being somewhat Irish that makes me do that. Well, just chicken....

I am HAPPY. I can finally tape shit on the cable channels....which means I won't have to miss much. Hooray for that. I taped some Fullmetal Alchemist the other night, so I'll be watching it. I wished I could find the other show I was looking for....oh well. I think it's in transition to the next season. Who the hell knows.

I am a good giver. I treated a special friend to one of those 1st true heads on IMVU from one of the best developers I believe in--Waltzing Mouse. I love her products...they are so goth and different and so realistic. So if you join, look her up will ya? She's worthy, trust me. Thus, also the creator of the 1st true heads to begin wit.

Enough of this baloney. Rock needs some sleep. Laters.

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MEH....	[Sep. 17th, 2006\|08:59 pm]
I am confused and feel very eradicated....told that my neighbors won't stand drums... I play drums, but not sure what to do in order to play them here. My neighbor who used to live here didn't take good care of the place, her dogs bark, the neighbor behind me on the other side of my apartment from my master bedroom, the best bedroom of the two in order to SLEEP---YEAH RIGHT. Not without his bass thundering under my floor ><;; OMG. If they complain about my drums...I will BITCH. Bitch until they smack up the loser playing his bass music---at the worst time, when I am trying to SLEEP..... People are losers. They don't care whatnot about if you are good in something, like music, or art, or whatever the fuck. Dammit, my own family doesn't even appreciate my talents. Well, it's starting to possibly look like I maybe getting another place where I CAN play drums and do whatever after this rent is up in 12 months...pending, I get a job that can pay for the rent and shit. Family doesn't hardly call me since I've moved down here to NC from IA since last June...I think heard from them ONCE. And it was because I had tried to call them. I never get their calls on my own. Bout makes me believe I should cut some ties. The only family I see as far as family goes, is my grandmother, but she doesn't hardly ever call either. Well, she's called more times than my intermediate family. Otherwise I'd like to say that Ototo and Miyomoto and the other Ototo are the only family I have. Sure hope I can meet some people here in the next year O_O I have an interview tomorrow....but I suspect my dad has jinxed me by saying it's a commision-based job. It's for being an insurance agent. Meh. I think I'm gonna write them back and go out and apply places...like I really ought to. And get some sleep...Rock needs some sleep. BTW, my good friends call me Rock. Or other "pet" names XD; To me I'm "Mega".
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MEH...	[Sep. 17th, 2006\|08:59 pm]
Lately I've been restless like a robot. Yesterday I bought a tv, but looks like I either don't have cable or I need a converter. I'll politely ask about that one today XD; I get an interview on Monday and hopefully will find a REAL job soon, not any of this temporary work shiznik. I got some good advice from my friend on making some real armor for myself, since I've been pushing to like, get it all done at once. Bad Rock, BAD! smacks self There I feel some retribution to myself XD; Now where was I...oh yeah. It's the weekend and I don't know what the hell to do. So HAPPY BIRTAY to ya Musa, and I hope you have a great greek dinner at that Greek restaurant. I'm cheap and would have taken you to Chuck E Cheese's or something XD; Or have certain friends dance around a sombrero and eat mexican with us XD; No names...I might die if I say XD;;;;;; I can be truly evil. Don't make me go bluebomber on your ass now, k? XD; And all that crazy shit. Oh Hell....I've been up since 6 yesterday...I'm riding on 26 hours and without nothing but skimp naps.... I'd better go an' sleep before I die from a dead battery XD;
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